July, Summer of 2022, my first semester at UCF. I boldly entered the next phase of my life, and immediately got absolutely wrecked by COVID.
My roommate and I got sick fast. Dorm life is basically a germ convention, and we caught an enthusiastic plague. I threw up for the second time in my life, coughed through the entire semester, and hovered at 94 pounds from a combination of illness and cucumber salad (dorm cooking is archaic). With that being said, while a collection of COVID symptoms won't get you medically withdrawn from school, losing your vision definitely will.
July 11th, 2022, I woke up with the right eye
looking like it had lost a fight. Naturally, I went to the campus doctor who
immediately declared pink eye. I ditched my contacts, doubled up with sunglasses
over my glasses, and got weird looks in public like I was either high,
contagious, or both.
July 15th, 2022, while using the medication, my
eye continued to burn in the sunlight and every time I looked at any source of
light. I went to the campus optometrist and revealed to me that it was not pink
eye, but a corneal ulcer. He declared I needed to take new drops every hour while
awake.
Chris, my now-boyfriend (just lover at this time), came to
visit me that weekend via train. I, practically legally blind in one, had to
drive us all over Orlando. The day I picked him up (Saturday), a blood vessel
in my eye popped. The optometrist forgot to mention this horror-movie side
effect, and UCF’s eye clinic was closed for the weekend. I was 17 at the time
and couldn’t get an exam anywhere else, so naturally, Chris and I ended up
having quality time at the ER.
They told me this was a normal side effect for the drops, so
I continued to take them. During the weekend we went blurry-eyed and thriving
to thrift stores, dinner shows, arcades, kava bars, and whatever else I
insisted to drag us too.
Monday rolled around and Chris left, and I took another
visit to the eye doctor. I was switched to even stronger eye meds. One medication
prescribed the same one drop every hour, and the second medication required
that morning and night I dilate my right eye so I can look permanently shocked
on the right side of my face. My eyelashes began to turn white from the
medication residue.
July 30th, my left eye began to act up. I was
officially in hell.
I took the Amtrak to Tampa, celebrated my best friend’s birthday, and saw Chris again (we became official). I went to a specialist recommended by my previous doctor (he was on vacation for the rest of the summer) and told me that I do not have a corneal ulcer, but uveitis in both my eyes. Super rare, mainly found in older men with back problems, and usually only in one eye.
Cool, cool, cool.
I stopped taking the meds for my right eye and drowned my
left in medication. My vision was so light sensitive I couldn’t even look at my
laptop, let alone attend class. I filled out my medical withdrawal paperwork
for the summer, which I could barely read through.
By the time August hit, I had medically withdrawn from the
semester, officially broke up with both of my eyes, and fully committed to
dating Chris instead. Just when I thought I was in the clear, my last eye exam
(April 2025) I got the final boss of side effects: early cataracts at 20 years
old. Turns out that even though it has been 3 years since my eyes have
recovered, steroids linger. So, to summarize. I started college, got a virus,
an eye disease meant for mysterious men with back pain that developed permanently, a medically excused
semester, and a boyfriend. Not too bad.
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